I wanted you to see this...

Uhhhhh Mylessss. I want you to be mine and only mine. I miss my best friend back. I want you to know what you want. I think you want me Bc you tell me that we could work out in the future. “Fate” I didn’t mean to laugh at you when you said that. I just didn’t think that you were serious. I still love you and I wish I could fall in love with you…back in love with you. I want to fall asleep in your arms. That’s my only expectation. I miss you so so so much mab

09 March

Cutie pie. You make me melt. The way you just looked at me today. You said “do you know that the back of your shirt is open”. I said yes. You said it looks promiscuous. Haha I said I know, it’s Bc I’m a slut. You got sad and then said I’m sorry. Haha I was joking. I know I’m not a slut. You asked me why my nose was sweating. It’s my tell. My nose always sweats when I think about you. Haha you make me nervous. You asked me why I don’t text you anymore. I said Bc you don’t text me. You said yeah Abby would get mad Bc she goes through my phone. I want you. I miss you so much but you don’t know what you want.

07 March

Jessica. Ugh. So you’re gonna hold my clothes hostage now Bc I haven’t found your jeans that I clearly don’t have. Oh and you think I smoke too many cigs. That’s funny Bc i don’t smoke

07 March

I Miss You

16 February

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05 December

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today was a good day.

im confused. you wanna be my friend, then act that way. i need to get somethings off my chest though. that shit with abby doesn’t fly with me. idc what everyone was saying. i came to you on multiple occasions and told you the truth. how you moved on so quickly makes me question if you really meant everything that you said to me, since you replaced me so quickly. i dont know her and call it resentment all that you want, but thats not cool in my book. i fucking had to deal with those hickeys, the picture of abby kissing you, and hearing shit from other people saying how hard you were trying to get abby while we were still talking(bringing them breakfast etc.). that literally broke me inside. you say that you think about me a lot, but actions speak way louder than words. like are you in love with her? am i that fucked up to where you want to treat me like shit and make me feel like im nothing to you? am i that disgusting? you don’t define me anymore. i feel like you apologizing is just another attempt for you to use me, so that you and abby can go to the places that im at. thats not at all fair to me. im a lot stronger now and i know what i want. ive changed a lot. yes i know that you can’t deal with all the drama, but imagine things in my position. ive gotten rid of all the negative people in my life and things are so much better. ive learned so much and that people lie so much. like you said, instead of listening to other people, we should just listen to each other. especially as friends. the past is the past, time to move on and look forward to what the future brings.

yes, ive changed. i still wanna know whos saying that im a party girl haha. keep talking shit bitches, youre making me famous! i do miss you and i will always love you. there will always be a special bond between us. im sorry that you felt that i changed. i felt like you were pushing me away. i was confused and very hurt that you were always at abbys house. i guess i didnt know what to do, so i pushed you away. im sorry.

the whole time i was at the mac miller concert, i was thinking about you. i often think about the first time that we met on adventure day. how we listened to mac in my car. i miss that so much. i wanted you there, but that would not have been good.

the hardest part about everything was that i felt like i lost my best friend. i never want that to happen again. you are the only one who knows everything about me. i think you know me better than i know myself. i miss talking to you so much. and yes things changes, but people never do.